hey, you guys!
sorry i haven't been submitting anything, i'm being consumed by schoolwork. would anyone like to know my schedule? it is painful. also, my backpack weighs about six pounds every day from books. my trapezium muscles are literally made of ....somethingstiff. erect penis?

my schedule is superfull, with really difficult classes and no lunch/free period. but, i have three art classes each day, which is really fun. all of my art classes are the same teacher, who is pretty much my best friend. most of my creative efforts are going into those art classes, and i'll try to get some pictures of my stuff so that you guys can see what i'm doing!

i feel like all of my friends kinda....... don't care aboutmethatmuch. it's a GREATbad feeling.
i don't mind that my friends don't talk to me in my regular classes, i like paying attention and learning things.
but, all of my friends sit at one table in IB art, and i sit at the table right next to it... 100% by myself. their table is overfull. why can't they move over and sit with me? i feel lonely when my friends are literally a yard away.
originally, i was sitting at a table with my friend emma, and my best friend mandee. but, emma's in spain for four months, so it was just a table with me and mandee! it was good! but, then one day, mandee said, "why aren't i sitting with you guys? this is bothering me!" and moved to the other table LITERALLY IGNORING MY EXISTANCE. the people she moved to sit with just looked over at me, and at her, and were kinda confused and offended for me? every day they talk to me, but i still don't understand why mandee did that. she does that in every class i have with her.... ITS KIND OF FRUSTRATING. we don't really talk any more. i miss when she CARED ABOUT ME MORE THAN OTHER PEOPLE. tears.

also other things suck but nobody reads this anyway so i'll just save myself the time.

YAY ADOLESCENCE.